Its alright, I get it alot. Everyday is drastic but it doesn't have to be humans. You can sacrafice insects like I do. Especialy flys, They only live for 14 days so it doesn't really matter
I have a Jashinist guy at my school, He proper cuts himself in the toilets and bleeds all over the floor. I have to prey with him aswell. I didn't want to tell anyone I was a Jashinist because I get alot of offense. I had to move schools because of it

so please dont make fun of me.